If you really knew me you'd know I'd sacrifice everything just to make someone I care about happy. You'd know I absolutely hate crying in front of people. And that the smile I put on my face is usually just to hide what I'm feeling.
If you really knew me you'd know that my favorite word is crisp.(Yes I have a favorite word). You'd know that when I sing I pretend I'm amazing even when I know I'm not.
You'd know music is apart of my soul.
You would know I hate tomatoes but love tomato products and that it drives me crazy because I don't know why. If you really knew me you'd know I've never dreamed about my wedding just the house I'm gonna live in. And how I'm gonna be the coolest grandma.
If you really knew me you 'd know I hate shopping with a loathing passion. That my greatest fear is being buried alive. That I'm afraid to close my eyes in the shower for fear someone or something will be there when I open them. You would know my pet peeves list goes forever.
If you really knew me you'd know I act tough and look mean for a reason. But if you really knew me you'd know I have one of the biggest hearts around. You'd know that it means the world to me when someone gives me a compliment. Or when someone thinks I'm good at something.
If you really knew me you'd know I'd get and A++ on procrastination.
You'd know that I'm not the person I've always dreamed of being and I hate myself for it. You'd know that I don't want to be famous I just want to be known.
If you really knew me I wouldn't have to say any of this to you because you would already know it. But the thing is you don't. Because you never took the time.
